Adab Bercakap

Tahu tak betapa pentingnya adab bercakap? Sangat penting! Because it shows something bout ourselves. I really can't deal with people yang tak tahu nak communicate dengan orang lain. You know that feeling when you talk nicely to people then they suddenly tengking you? You know how your heart breaks into pieces like kau tak tahu apa yang tak kena dengan percakapan kau lepas tu kau kena marah. Ya Allah! I'm not saying that I'm so lemah lembut baik budi bahasanya but at certain point you have to think about others' feeling jugak weh.

And the other thing is kau kena lah respect pendapat orang. Kita ni bukannya betul sentiasa tak pernah buat salah. Tak semestinya apa yang kita cakap or fikirkan tu sama macam orang lain. It's okay to defense your opinions or ideas but dengar lah jugak apa orang sekeliling kau nak cakap. If other people doing the same thing to you, apa kau rasa? Tak best kan? Sometimes, try to put yourself kat tempat orang jugak so that you would know what you should. Tak boleh lah bila orang tu cakap je, kau bidas. Orang tu cakap je kau bidas. It makes her/him looks stupid kot. If I'm the one yang kena macam tu, surely aku dah rasa tak confident. And mula lah soalan-soalan cepumas keluar. "Aku ni memang bengap ke? Apsal aku cakap semua salah? Kenapa aku macam tak ada idea sangat ni? Aku memang tak cukup knowledge ke? Apa aku cakap tak make sense eh?" Aduh! Kita ni tak perfect weh, hidup kena saling melengkapi. Kalau bukan orang lain yang tolong kita, boleh ke kita berdiri sendiri?

I don't know why lately ni I'm being so sensitive. Selalunya aku tak fikir sangat apa orang cakap dekat aku but now apa orang cakap tu semuanya melekat dalam hati. Maybe sebab aku dah pakai braces? Haaa, tak ada kena mengena langsung. Cis! I hate it when I mad at something or I want to defense my right, but I can't do anything. Sebab aku takut akan kecikkan hati orang tu. Haihhh. Mana perginya common sense tu wahai kawan-kawan?

Please

I don't know how to explain to others bout how I feel. But to make it clear, could you stop bothering me? Aku tak boleh lah setiap hari nak update kat kau, what I'm doing? What I eat? With whom? Aku rimas. I'm a normal person. Dah tengah malam kau tanya tengah buat apa, heyyy what do you expect? Aku tengah main guli ke? Mesti lah aku tengah berguling nak tidur. If the loved ones yang tanya aku tak kesah sangat. Ni aku dah friendzone pon tak faham jugak dah kenapa?

Ya Allah. Rasa nak carut tapi tak baik pulak. I know you are my friend. But you should also know that we're just friends. Couldn't be more than that. If you want to share your problems or something which I should know, I would spend hours for you. Because you're my friend. But everytime I ask you why, kau cakap "saja je. Bosan doh." Amboi, apa kau ingat aku funfair ke? Kau cari bila bosan. Yang "doh" tu pon dah buat aku sakit hati.

And please stop forcing me to share my problems with you. If I want to, dah lama aku buat. Tak semua benda aku kena cerita. Tak semua benda patut didedahkan. I just want you to understand my situation. Aku perempuan. I don't have to reveal everything to you. Please don't "syg oi" me like hundred times. I feel so tak selesa, tak senang duduk. I feel burdened. I know I'm not that good but the sayang thingy seriously annoying wey. How easy for you to sayang orang tak kira masa and situation. Dengan aku yang sengal sengal ubi pon kau cakap sayang, dengan perempuan lain apa tah lagi kan. Ya Allah. Rasa nak carut lagi.

I know you're so kind. Helping me out when I need you. But to ask me to be your "kawan bila kebosanan" in return is really annoying. Seriously. I hate it the most. Please don't get angry whenever you read this. If I say it right in front of your face, I afraid that you won't understand and at the end, blaming me for what had happened. Sorry.

Ini Lah Dia

 

 

1. Penakut nak tidur seorang diri. Kalau Kak Titin tak ada, tak tahu lah macam mana. Maybe aku akan tidur dengan parents aku? Hakss

2. Biasa makan roti canai 3 keping. Tapi kena usha dulu lah orang sekeliling. Kalau ramai lelaki, mamfush jatuh lah air muka aku.

3. Manja yang amat. Alaaa, mak aku selalu sangat bukak cerita pasal manja mengada ni kat kawan-kawan aku. Sekali lagi jatuh air muka aku.

4. Being called 'baby' by my family since i was born. Ah aku tak kira, nanti dah kahwin pon aku nak laki aku panggil aku baby. Heww.

5. I have a big fat tummy. Sampai kadang-kadang aku terfikir, aku ni ada masalah usus ke apa?

6. Aku suka tengok muka aku kat cermin lama-lama. Sebab aku perasan cantik.

7. My father loves me the most. Abang and Kak Titin mohon jealous eh.

8. Completely unfriendly dengan orang yang aku tak rapat. Forgive my fake smiles.

9. Jarang sakit. Alhamdulillah.

10. Mudah kemurungan bila mak tak masak ayam.

11. I love sardine too. Pelik?

12. Kuat jealous. Even if my father dukung baby sedara aku pun, hati aku dah tercuit. Oh ya, refer no 3.

13. Mixed blood. I don't know why darah my mak's father yang chinese itu tak sampai pada aku. Thus, I am hitam like my father and that's why my father loves me the most.

14. Mudah tersentuh.

15. I love listening to english songs. 

16. Paling confuse bila orang mintak success tips in studies.

17. I love shopping tapi kesian tak banyak duit.

18. Kuat berangan.

19. Aku suka tengok cerita hindustan sampai tersedu-sedan lepas tu sedih lepas tu tidur.

20. I hate study in group. Tapi kalau orang ajak, aku layan kan je.

21. When I love, I love so hard sampai susah nak move on. Padan muka aku!

22. Oh ya, I love sunset view.

23. Cepat menyampah kat orang. Aku rasa orang pon cepat menyampah kat aku, hahaha.

24. Forgive people easily. But to forget. ambik masa lama sangat.

25. Bila aku nak, aku nak sangat. Tak dapat? Merajuk sampai dapat. Kesian parents aku.

26. I have one bantal busuk yang aku pupuk dari kecik. Just imagine the darkness, hahaha. Now, I have two because of my father. Refer no 7.

27. Selalu buat muka kerek bila nak tahan malu, tengah nervous.

Ngantuk lah wey. Night.