Tips By Rere

Some of my friends asked me bout how I do well in my studies. Alaaaa, confused lah bila orang mintak tips bagai ni. Because me myself don't know how too. Hahaha. But I have fews amalan yang aku amalkan. Here you go.

1. Be different. It's not that difficult pon. Just do whatever yang orang lain tak buat but make sure the good ones okay. Usually my friends cakap dia orang tak boleh study bila cuti balik rumah. But for me, aku lagi suka study kat rumah. Sebab bila lapar, boleh pergi makan. Anytime. Lepas tu mak sentiasa teman aku study. Sometimes dia tengok aku study sambil ajak berborak, sometimes dia tidur je kat tepi tempat aku study. Heaven isn't it? The atmosphere really different compared to kat rumah sewa or kolej etc. Macam tenang je.

2. One step ahead from others. Konsepnya lain sikit. You do the same things like others but the time is different. For example, orang lain baru je nak fikir tapi kau dah siap buat. Haaa something like that lah. Aku pon tak berapa pandai nak explain. Tapi rasanya kawan-kawan faham je kan? Kan?!

3. Focus more on listening or reading. Aku tak suka tengok tv. Sangat! Jarang gila kalau orang tanya aku apa-apa pasal movies, dramas or whatnot, aku dapat jawab. Memang lah macam loser sikit tapi this is how I control my mind. Aku peduli apa. I don't want to watch things which can weaken my mind, my brain. But tak ada lah sampai tak tengok langsung. Bohong sangat tu. I only watch tv bout 3 out of 24 hours. I'm not saying that am so warak, menjaga sangat. I know my imaan is still in the lowest range, yet this is the least I can do to protect myself. Bila otak dah jernih, baru lah study apa-apa pon In Shaa Allah senang masuk.

4. The last minute concept. Oh ramai gila orang cakap konsep ni tak bagus but it really help me. It's not a big deal if you want to use this concept. But, a very big but, you've to understand everything. Don't let any single thing pon across your mind yang kau tak faham. If you have anything that you don't understand, make sure you settle it down as soon as possible. Jangan tangguh nanti jadi banyak pulak. Then, kau nak study lambat macam mana sekali pon suka hati kau lah. I think it's good to study a night before exam because it helps you to do or to think faster. Because you know you only have few hours je nak jawab soalan yang susah dalam exam tu. Train your brain guys!

5. Pretending you know everything. Actually tak ada lah everything pon kan. Macam mana eh nak explain sebab aku rasa tips ni macam sakai sikit compared to others. Hahaha. Okay my secret all the time, everytime aku tak faham I will pretend that I am. Muka tu main peranan sangat. Tak payah lah kau mengadu merintih dekat kawan kau yang kau tak faham. Stay cool, balik rumah kau study lah semula. If you do merintih bagai tu, nanti kau akan down. Lepas tu rasa yang diri kau tu tak berguna like "weh apsal aku seorang je yang can't catch the ball?" Hahaha. Then kau akan jadi malas nak study sebab mind set kau awal-awal dah cakap "aku study pon nanti tak faham jugak." Jangan eh kawan-kawan.

6. Have faith in Allah. After all, this is the best you can do. Take a good care of your relationship with Allah. Make Him your number one in life. If you put Allah first in your life, sure Allah will have something good for you. Maybe not now but eventually. Jaga solat. I know this is hard for us. Aku pon sometimes solat awal waktu. Sometimes lambat jugak. Tapi tak salah kan kalau kita try to be better persons? Allah tahu kita struggle but it really worth it to try rather than tawakal je dengan perangai buruk kita tu. Oh ya, talking about tawakal. I have this one concept. Usaha, doa dan tawakal. Tawakal tu bukan berserah semata-mata. Tawakal tu boleh jadi proses kau sambung usaha kau. Do good things. Kecik pon tak apa, but make it istiqamah. Mana lah tahu boleh tutup sikit dosa-dosa kecik kita tu. By then, maybe after that Allah will redha more. Mana tahu kan? Kita usaha yang istiqamah. Tak ada kata berhenti even apa yang kita buat tu dah settle. Okay?

Okay that's all for tonight. Sorry for the hambar tips. Like I said before, aku memang confused kalau orang mintak tips. Al maklum lah kita tak 4.00. Maybe sem ni? Aaminn. Hahaha, assalamualaikum.

Sorry

When I look at myself back then, I found out that I changed a lot. Dulu, selalu sangat sakitkan hati orang. Whatever I do, the only thing matters is myself. I didn't think bout other people. Yet, they were so kind to me. Then even take care of me until now, MasyaAllah. I remember how I left Mirfa alone, just to be in other group. That time I was in Form 4. Lepas tu, jangan cakap lah pasal result. Boleh tahan teruk jugak. Naik Form 5 je, baru kesedaran tu datang, baru rasa nak berubah. Then, I came back to Mirfa. MasyaAllah. She was so kind hearted to accept me as her bestfriend. Again. She helped me a lot in studies. Sampai lah aku dapat no 4 in Form 5 ranking. Every exam/test. She's the one yang tak boleh tengok aku down sikit pon. She knows me very well.

Bila aku dah masuk asasi Palam, baru aku ubah yang lain-lain tu. Dari cara berpakaian sampai lah gaya percakapan. So bermula lah kehidupan aku yang lain macam sikit. I hide my true self. Untuk kebaikan bersama. Dulu kalau aku tak suka apa orang tu buat, I will say it right in front of her/his face. Kejam kan? Same goes when I hate her/him. Hahahahahaha (ketawa jahat). 

Sekarang, I'm totally different. Lebih suka simpan, kumpul dalam hati. Sometimes, I feel so fake but what can I do? I can't do anything. Banyak hati kena jaga. Tapi kadang-kadang terlepas jugak. I can't deal with people yang suka hati dia je nak pressure orang. Confirm aku termarah dia. Even my mak knows this. That's why she never force or pressure me in studies or anything. Because I've promised her that I will do my best and make her proud one fine day. Dah cukup.

But once in a while, I want other people to know me too. Pelik jugak bila Kak Titin or mak cerita bout my true self to my friends, dia orang tak percaya. Eh percaya je lah. Aku tak tunjuk sebab ada sebab. I only become the real Norehan when I'm with my family or Mirfa. Because they accept me for who I am. Even I know sometimes, dia orang menyampah dengan aku. Tapi aku okay je, haha.

So here I would like to merayu mintak maaf to all people. Sorry for my wrongdoings. To those yang aku ada hutang tu, kalau ingat, feel free to ask me. Kalau lupa halalkan please. Hutang duit lah kan. Hutang budi tu terpaksa lah aku bawak mati. Hutang darah? Hutang nyawa? Gila kau nak claim! Mohon jangan kejam. Okay, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslims. Esok raya, esok jugak lah balik Parit Raja. Eh, rasa nak carut je. Okay fine. Assalamualaikum.