Expectation

To be honest, I really hate when people expecting something from me lagi-lagi in my academic results. Yes, I got 5/25 in mechanic of materials quiz and 37/100 in that test 1. Ye aku tahu memang teruk. Tapi sikit pon aku tak sedih in fact aku senyum je bila dapat those papers. Because I know it was my mistake. Siapa suruh tak hafal teori? Siapa suruh salah guna formula? 

Then mulalah ada orang cakap aku tak study, wondering why my results become like that. Oh people. Orang pandai tak boleh ke bodoh sekali sekala? Mana boleh kau nak expect orang tu pandai sentiasa. There must be something that she or he not good at. Come on lah.

Ni tak cerita kat mak aku lagi. Kalau dia tahu, mulalah keluar ayat-ayat macam dalam novel. Don't worry people. Even aku ni sengal-sengal ubi, tersengguk-senguk dalam kelas, ter scroll insta lelebih, ter crush dekat dia tu hah, tapi tak kan lah aku nak biarkan results aku jatuh macam tu je. I have my own plan. Of course lah aku akan struggle like what the heaven untuk final nanti. Memang setiap kali nak final exam aku akan berubah jadi zombie kampung pisang nak all out punya pasal.

So please pray for my best. Sebab aku memang nak sangat pergi overseas and i really craving for that first class degree cuma aku tak tunjuk je. Kalau tak dapat results gempak terpaksa lah aku guna plan B iaitu, usha mana-mana anak Dato' or jadi artis memandangkan suara aku merdu or bukak pusat karaoke keluarga orrrrrr wait! Apsal plan B ni semua macam menuju ke neraka je. Haihhh. I only have one plan and I need you Allah. Really.

My Biggest Fear

Hi. it has been a long time since my last post huh. I want to share something but I'm pretty sure many of you know about this already. Have you heard about 'istidraj'?

Ianya adalah pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia yang mana pemberian itu tidak diredhaiNya. Inilah yang dinamakan istidraj.

Rasullulah s. a. w. bersabda :”Apabila kamu melihat bahawa Allah Taala memberikan nikmat kepada hambanya yang selalu membuat maksiat(durhaka),ketahuilah bahawa orang itu telah diistidrajkan oleh Allah SWT.”(Diriwayatkan oleh At-Tabrani, Ahmad dan Al-Baihaqi)

 Rasullulah s. a. w bersabda: “Apabila Allah menghendaki untuk membinasakan semut, Allah terbangkan semua itu dengan dua sayapnya” (Kitab Nasaibul’Ibad)

Bila aku fikir pasal benda ni aku takut sangat. Aku takut sebab aku tak jaga waktu solat aku. Aku takut sebab aku tak jaga aurat aku betul-betul. Aku takut sebab aku tak jaga pergaulan aku dengan lelaki. Aku takut sebab aku jarang luangkan masa aku dengan Allah.

Tapi.....

Allah bagi aku apa yang aku nak. Aku nak result bagus, Allah bagi. Aku nak hidup senang, Allah bagi. Aku nak kawan-kawan yang baik, Allah bagi. Mostly, Allah bagi.

Bila dah banyak kali terfikir pasal ni, aku takut. Sampai satu tahap tu aku dah stop mintak apa-apa untuk diri aku sendiri. Aku just doakan yang baik-baik untuk parents aku, family aku yang aku sayang sangat. Bukan sombong. Bukan tak nak meminta. Tapi aku takut. Usaha tak seberapa, tapi nak mintak Allah makbulkan doa aku.

Sebab tu la aku kadang-kadang rasa tak layak nak dapat yang bagus-bagus ni semua. I just give my best then I let Allah decide. Tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak mengharap, tapi aku tak nak over-hoping sampai bersedih bagai. So please don't compare your life with mine. We really have different ways. If I get something better than you, don't "untunglah kau" me because you don't know how sad I am to know that my friends didn't get the same things as mine. You put me in the very awkward situation. Setiap orang ada kelebihan dan kekurangan masing-masing. Why don't we pray for each other? That is way better. Assalamualaikum.

Tips By Rere

Some of my friends asked me bout how I do well in my studies. Alaaaa, confused lah bila orang mintak tips bagai ni. Because me myself don't know how too. Hahaha. But I have fews amalan yang aku amalkan. Here you go.

1. Be different. It's not that difficult pon. Just do whatever yang orang lain tak buat but make sure the good ones okay. Usually my friends cakap dia orang tak boleh study bila cuti balik rumah. But for me, aku lagi suka study kat rumah. Sebab bila lapar, boleh pergi makan. Anytime. Lepas tu mak sentiasa teman aku study. Sometimes dia tengok aku study sambil ajak berborak, sometimes dia tidur je kat tepi tempat aku study. Heaven isn't it? The atmosphere really different compared to kat rumah sewa or kolej etc. Macam tenang je.

2. One step ahead from others. Konsepnya lain sikit. You do the same things like others but the time is different. For example, orang lain baru je nak fikir tapi kau dah siap buat. Haaa something like that lah. Aku pon tak berapa pandai nak explain. Tapi rasanya kawan-kawan faham je kan? Kan?!

3. Focus more on listening or reading. Aku tak suka tengok tv. Sangat! Jarang gila kalau orang tanya aku apa-apa pasal movies, dramas or whatnot, aku dapat jawab. Memang lah macam loser sikit tapi this is how I control my mind. Aku peduli apa. I don't want to watch things which can weaken my mind, my brain. But tak ada lah sampai tak tengok langsung. Bohong sangat tu. I only watch tv bout 3 out of 24 hours. I'm not saying that am so warak, menjaga sangat. I know my imaan is still in the lowest range, yet this is the least I can do to protect myself. Bila otak dah jernih, baru lah study apa-apa pon In Shaa Allah senang masuk.

4. The last minute concept. Oh ramai gila orang cakap konsep ni tak bagus but it really help me. It's not a big deal if you want to use this concept. But, a very big but, you've to understand everything. Don't let any single thing pon across your mind yang kau tak faham. If you have anything that you don't understand, make sure you settle it down as soon as possible. Jangan tangguh nanti jadi banyak pulak. Then, kau nak study lambat macam mana sekali pon suka hati kau lah. I think it's good to study a night before exam because it helps you to do or to think faster. Because you know you only have few hours je nak jawab soalan yang susah dalam exam tu. Train your brain guys!

5. Pretending you know everything. Actually tak ada lah everything pon kan. Macam mana eh nak explain sebab aku rasa tips ni macam sakai sikit compared to others. Hahaha. Okay my secret all the time, everytime aku tak faham I will pretend that I am. Muka tu main peranan sangat. Tak payah lah kau mengadu merintih dekat kawan kau yang kau tak faham. Stay cool, balik rumah kau study lah semula. If you do merintih bagai tu, nanti kau akan down. Lepas tu rasa yang diri kau tu tak berguna like "weh apsal aku seorang je yang can't catch the ball?" Hahaha. Then kau akan jadi malas nak study sebab mind set kau awal-awal dah cakap "aku study pon nanti tak faham jugak." Jangan eh kawan-kawan.

6. Have faith in Allah. After all, this is the best you can do. Take a good care of your relationship with Allah. Make Him your number one in life. If you put Allah first in your life, sure Allah will have something good for you. Maybe not now but eventually. Jaga solat. I know this is hard for us. Aku pon sometimes solat awal waktu. Sometimes lambat jugak. Tapi tak salah kan kalau kita try to be better persons? Allah tahu kita struggle but it really worth it to try rather than tawakal je dengan perangai buruk kita tu. Oh ya, talking about tawakal. I have this one concept. Usaha, doa dan tawakal. Tawakal tu bukan berserah semata-mata. Tawakal tu boleh jadi proses kau sambung usaha kau. Do good things. Kecik pon tak apa, but make it istiqamah. Mana lah tahu boleh tutup sikit dosa-dosa kecik kita tu. By then, maybe after that Allah will redha more. Mana tahu kan? Kita usaha yang istiqamah. Tak ada kata berhenti even apa yang kita buat tu dah settle. Okay?

Okay that's all for tonight. Sorry for the hambar tips. Like I said before, aku memang confused kalau orang mintak tips. Al maklum lah kita tak 4.00. Maybe sem ni? Aaminn. Hahaha, assalamualaikum.

Sorry

When I look at myself back then, I found out that I changed a lot. Dulu, selalu sangat sakitkan hati orang. Whatever I do, the only thing matters is myself. I didn't think bout other people. Yet, they were so kind to me. Then even take care of me until now, MasyaAllah. I remember how I left Mirfa alone, just to be in other group. That time I was in Form 4. Lepas tu, jangan cakap lah pasal result. Boleh tahan teruk jugak. Naik Form 5 je, baru kesedaran tu datang, baru rasa nak berubah. Then, I came back to Mirfa. MasyaAllah. She was so kind hearted to accept me as her bestfriend. Again. She helped me a lot in studies. Sampai lah aku dapat no 4 in Form 5 ranking. Every exam/test. She's the one yang tak boleh tengok aku down sikit pon. She knows me very well.

Bila aku dah masuk asasi Palam, baru aku ubah yang lain-lain tu. Dari cara berpakaian sampai lah gaya percakapan. So bermula lah kehidupan aku yang lain macam sikit. I hide my true self. Untuk kebaikan bersama. Dulu kalau aku tak suka apa orang tu buat, I will say it right in front of her/his face. Kejam kan? Same goes when I hate her/him. Hahahahahaha (ketawa jahat). 

Sekarang, I'm totally different. Lebih suka simpan, kumpul dalam hati. Sometimes, I feel so fake but what can I do? I can't do anything. Banyak hati kena jaga. Tapi kadang-kadang terlepas jugak. I can't deal with people yang suka hati dia je nak pressure orang. Confirm aku termarah dia. Even my mak knows this. That's why she never force or pressure me in studies or anything. Because I've promised her that I will do my best and make her proud one fine day. Dah cukup.

But once in a while, I want other people to know me too. Pelik jugak bila Kak Titin or mak cerita bout my true self to my friends, dia orang tak percaya. Eh percaya je lah. Aku tak tunjuk sebab ada sebab. I only become the real Norehan when I'm with my family or Mirfa. Because they accept me for who I am. Even I know sometimes, dia orang menyampah dengan aku. Tapi aku okay je, haha.

So here I would like to merayu mintak maaf to all people. Sorry for my wrongdoings. To those yang aku ada hutang tu, kalau ingat, feel free to ask me. Kalau lupa halalkan please. Hutang duit lah kan. Hutang budi tu terpaksa lah aku bawak mati. Hutang darah? Hutang nyawa? Gila kau nak claim! Mohon jangan kejam. Okay, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslims. Esok raya, esok jugak lah balik Parit Raja. Eh, rasa nak carut je. Okay fine. Assalamualaikum.

Adab Bercakap

Tahu tak betapa pentingnya adab bercakap? Sangat penting! Because it shows something bout ourselves. I really can't deal with people yang tak tahu nak communicate dengan orang lain. You know that feeling when you talk nicely to people then they suddenly tengking you? You know how your heart breaks into pieces like kau tak tahu apa yang tak kena dengan percakapan kau lepas tu kau kena marah. Ya Allah! I'm not saying that I'm so lemah lembut baik budi bahasanya but at certain point you have to think about others' feeling jugak weh.

And the other thing is kau kena lah respect pendapat orang. Kita ni bukannya betul sentiasa tak pernah buat salah. Tak semestinya apa yang kita cakap or fikirkan tu sama macam orang lain. It's okay to defense your opinions or ideas but dengar lah jugak apa orang sekeliling kau nak cakap. If other people doing the same thing to you, apa kau rasa? Tak best kan? Sometimes, try to put yourself kat tempat orang jugak so that you would know what you should. Tak boleh lah bila orang tu cakap je, kau bidas. Orang tu cakap je kau bidas. It makes her/him looks stupid kot. If I'm the one yang kena macam tu, surely aku dah rasa tak confident. And mula lah soalan-soalan cepumas keluar. "Aku ni memang bengap ke? Apsal aku cakap semua salah? Kenapa aku macam tak ada idea sangat ni? Aku memang tak cukup knowledge ke? Apa aku cakap tak make sense eh?" Aduh! Kita ni tak perfect weh, hidup kena saling melengkapi. Kalau bukan orang lain yang tolong kita, boleh ke kita berdiri sendiri?

I don't know why lately ni I'm being so sensitive. Selalunya aku tak fikir sangat apa orang cakap dekat aku but now apa orang cakap tu semuanya melekat dalam hati. Maybe sebab aku dah pakai braces? Haaa, tak ada kena mengena langsung. Cis! I hate it when I mad at something or I want to defense my right, but I can't do anything. Sebab aku takut akan kecikkan hati orang tu. Haihhh. Mana perginya common sense tu wahai kawan-kawan?

Please

I don't know how to explain to others bout how I feel. But to make it clear, could you stop bothering me? Aku tak boleh lah setiap hari nak update kat kau, what I'm doing? What I eat? With whom? Aku rimas. I'm a normal person. Dah tengah malam kau tanya tengah buat apa, heyyy what do you expect? Aku tengah main guli ke? Mesti lah aku tengah berguling nak tidur. If the loved ones yang tanya aku tak kesah sangat. Ni aku dah friendzone pon tak faham jugak dah kenapa?

Ya Allah. Rasa nak carut tapi tak baik pulak. I know you are my friend. But you should also know that we're just friends. Couldn't be more than that. If you want to share your problems or something which I should know, I would spend hours for you. Because you're my friend. But everytime I ask you why, kau cakap "saja je. Bosan doh." Amboi, apa kau ingat aku funfair ke? Kau cari bila bosan. Yang "doh" tu pon dah buat aku sakit hati.

And please stop forcing me to share my problems with you. If I want to, dah lama aku buat. Tak semua benda aku kena cerita. Tak semua benda patut didedahkan. I just want you to understand my situation. Aku perempuan. I don't have to reveal everything to you. Please don't "syg oi" me like hundred times. I feel so tak selesa, tak senang duduk. I feel burdened. I know I'm not that good but the sayang thingy seriously annoying wey. How easy for you to sayang orang tak kira masa and situation. Dengan aku yang sengal sengal ubi pon kau cakap sayang, dengan perempuan lain apa tah lagi kan. Ya Allah. Rasa nak carut lagi.

I know you're so kind. Helping me out when I need you. But to ask me to be your "kawan bila kebosanan" in return is really annoying. Seriously. I hate it the most. Please don't get angry whenever you read this. If I say it right in front of your face, I afraid that you won't understand and at the end, blaming me for what had happened. Sorry.

Ini Lah Dia

 

 

1. Penakut nak tidur seorang diri. Kalau Kak Titin tak ada, tak tahu lah macam mana. Maybe aku akan tidur dengan parents aku? Hakss

2. Biasa makan roti canai 3 keping. Tapi kena usha dulu lah orang sekeliling. Kalau ramai lelaki, mamfush jatuh lah air muka aku.

3. Manja yang amat. Alaaa, mak aku selalu sangat bukak cerita pasal manja mengada ni kat kawan-kawan aku. Sekali lagi jatuh air muka aku.

4. Being called 'baby' by my family since i was born. Ah aku tak kira, nanti dah kahwin pon aku nak laki aku panggil aku baby. Heww.

5. I have a big fat tummy. Sampai kadang-kadang aku terfikir, aku ni ada masalah usus ke apa?

6. Aku suka tengok muka aku kat cermin lama-lama. Sebab aku perasan cantik.

7. My father loves me the most. Abang and Kak Titin mohon jealous eh.

8. Completely unfriendly dengan orang yang aku tak rapat. Forgive my fake smiles.

9. Jarang sakit. Alhamdulillah.

10. Mudah kemurungan bila mak tak masak ayam.

11. I love sardine too. Pelik?

12. Kuat jealous. Even if my father dukung baby sedara aku pun, hati aku dah tercuit. Oh ya, refer no 3.

13. Mixed blood. I don't know why darah my mak's father yang chinese itu tak sampai pada aku. Thus, I am hitam like my father and that's why my father loves me the most.

14. Mudah tersentuh.

15. I love listening to english songs. 

16. Paling confuse bila orang mintak success tips in studies.

17. I love shopping tapi kesian tak banyak duit.

18. Kuat berangan.

19. Aku suka tengok cerita hindustan sampai tersedu-sedan lepas tu sedih lepas tu tidur.

20. I hate study in group. Tapi kalau orang ajak, aku layan kan je.

21. When I love, I love so hard sampai susah nak move on. Padan muka aku!

22. Oh ya, I love sunset view.

23. Cepat menyampah kat orang. Aku rasa orang pon cepat menyampah kat aku, hahaha.

24. Forgive people easily. But to forget. ambik masa lama sangat.

25. Bila aku nak, aku nak sangat. Tak dapat? Merajuk sampai dapat. Kesian parents aku.

26. I have one bantal busuk yang aku pupuk dari kecik. Just imagine the darkness, hahaha. Now, I have two because of my father. Refer no 7.

27. Selalu buat muka kerek bila nak tahan malu, tengah nervous.

Ngantuk lah wey. Night.

                                                                               

Me And My Broken Heart - Rixton

All I need's a little love in my life
All I need's a little love in the dark
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart
I need a little loving tonight
Hold me so I'm not falling apart
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart

Yeah...


Shot gun, aimed at my heart, you got one
Tear me apart and then some
How do we call this love
I try to run away but your eyes
Tell me to stay, oh why,
Why do we call this love


It seems like we've been losing control
Somebody tell me I'm not alone
When I say


All I need's a little love in my life
All I need's a little love in the dark
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart
I need a little loving tonight
Hold me so I'm not falling apart
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart


Maybe some part of you just hates me
You pick me up and play me
How do we call this love?
One time tell me you need me tonight
To make it easy, you lie
And say it's all for love


It seems like we've been losing control
Somebody tell me I'm not alone
When I say


All I need's a little love in my life
All I need's a little love in the dark
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart
I need a little loving tonight
Hold me so I'm not falling apart
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart


Whoa oh, whoa oh
Me and my broken heart
Whoa oh, whoa oh
Me and my broken
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Me and my broken)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
How do we call this?

It's just me
It's just me
It's just me
Me and my broken heart


All I need's a little love in my life
All I need's a little love in the dark
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart
I need a little loving tonight
Hold me so I'm not falling apart
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart

The Heart

Aku ni jenis yang tengah buat baru nak fikir. Sia-sia je Cikgu BM aku ajar "fikir dulu sebelum buat." I can't help it sebab sebelum buat tu mesti sel-sel otak aku tak berhubung. Okay not funny Norehan.

Actually nak cerita yang aku ni bengap sikit kalau bab-bab perasaan. Tak kesah la bab 2 ke bab 3 ke. Hehehe. I mean aku ni terlampau cepat suka kat orang. Ni memang masalah hidup aku yang paling tak boleh control tahap "wey, apsal degil sangat kau ni?" Tak boleh buat baik sikit, nanti mulalah start lagu "aku dibius cinta, cintamu yang tak ada tandingan." Huh, lepas ni mesti semua orang tak nak buat baik dekat aku. How could you!

Mohon jangan salah faham. Suka tak bermakna cinta. Nak cinta kat orang bukan senang. Lagi-lagi umur baru ek eleh 20 kan. Bila dah cinta tu, maka membuak-buak lah perasaan sayang. Pastu bila clash, dia punya heart broken kau jangan cerita. Aku rasa kalau orang tengok pon orang boleh hulur tisu.

Then, boleh lah nyanyi lagu me and my broken heart by Rixton. "It's just me. It's just me. It's just me." Sampai ke sudah kau replay lagu tu ye Norehan. Buat malu jiran tetangga je. What a waste! Mohon sesiapa yang baca ni jangan ikut macam aku.

Heart broken thingy ni sangat tak elok untuk kesihatan dalaman. Apa yang boleh aku nasihat kat sini, lepas putus cinta, kita sulam cinta baru. Cinta dengan siapa? Cinta dengan Allah. Cinta yang sepatutnya dari dulu disulam, bukan di bibir je tapi kena lah buktikan jugak. Biasa lah kita kan manusia. Manusia dan lalai tiada terpisah. Alang-alang dah sedar ni, cepat lah betulkan balik, perbaiki semua. Sebab Allah tak kan patahkan hati kita macam manusia tak guna tu buat. He won't hurt us. Keep your faith in Allah and start new life. Aku pon tengah struggle jugak. So let's hold hands and start the journey towards Allah. Assalamualaikum.

Human - Christina Perri

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human

I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

Happiness

Kau tanya lah sesiapa pon dalam dunia ni, apa yang mereka nak dalam hidup dia orang? Semua jenis orang tak kesah lah orang tua ke muda ke, even orang gila pon kalau ditanya, mesti dia orang akan jawab "kebahagiaan." Kita semua nak kan kebahagiaan tu, kebahagiaan di dunia dan kebahagiaan di akhirat.

Tapi, konsep kebahagiaan tu berbeza mengikut pandangan setiap orang. Ada yang Allah bagi lebih tapi dia still rasa kurang. Ada yang Allah bagi sedikit tapi dia dah rasa cukup Alhamdulillah. Actually bagi aku, kita akan dapat kebahagiaan tu bila kita rasa bersyukur dengan Allah. Rezeki setiap orang manalah kita tahu kan. We should count our blessings instead of our problems. Memang lah kita tak boleh lari dari masalah hidup tapi kita kena tahu jugak masalah hidup tu ada dua jenis. Satu, yang betul-betul punya masalah. yang kita sendiri tak boleh nak predict. Dua, masalah yang dibuat-buat or in other words, memang kau yang cari masalah like "kau dah kenapa tak ada kerja ke sampai cari masalah?"

Masa first sem, ada lah seorang lecturer ni. Dia chinese, ajar subjek Bahan Kejuruteraan. Maybe dia nampak kita orang semua macam ngantuk plus bosan dalam kelas dia, so dia selalu jugak buat lawak and bagi nasihat sikit-sikit. Yelah, tak kan dia nak azan kat telinga kita orang bagi sedar pulak kan. Satu nasihat yang dia bagi tapi aku ingat sampai sekarang. "What you give, you get back." Nampak macam simple je nasihat tu tapi bila dia explain fuhhhh deep jugak la. "If you want more money, then you should give money to people." "If you want happiness, then you should first make people happy." So kalau kau nak pandai? Kau kena lah pandaikan orang lain dulu. Means you should help people when they need you.

Memang kita kena sacrifice something untuk dapatkan something yang kita nak. Kau ingat kau siapa nak benda free je? So untuk kita yang still fresh and young ni, tak ada apa sangat pon yang kita kena sacrifice. Masa dan tenaga je. Untuk apa? Untuk belajar. Bukan untuk belajar je tapi untuk sesuatu yang lebih besar. Untuk Allah yang dah bagi kita peluang untuk hidup kat dunia ni. Agak susah sebenarnya tapi kita ni dah namanya hamba Allah so kena lah buat cara hamba. Tak kan kau nak berlagak jadi Raja pulak. Tapi kalau dah nama kau Raja, nak buat macam mana. Okay lawak hambar.

Pokok pangkalnya sekarang ni, kita jangan susahkan hidup orang lain. Jangan dengki. Jangan iri hati tengok kebahagiaan orang lain. Sebab kita tak tahu, kadang-kadang orang tu nampak je bahagia tapi dia pon struggle macam kita jugak. Jangan rosakkan kebahagiaan orang lain. Sebab kita tak tahu, maybe dia ada doakan kita dalam solat dia. Kita tak tahu semua tu. Trust me, kita tak tahu.

Actually post ni aku buat pon sebab aku sedih tahap "dengarlah bintang hatiku...." sebab si Mirfa nk fly to Ireland. Kau bayangkan lah aku kenal dia dari Darjah 1 beb, dari zaman main cop tiang kat sekolah sampailah zaman keluar berfoya sama-sama. Tetiba nak pisah 2 tahun setengah eh tak boleh nak describe perasaan ni. Tapi benda ni yang buat dia bahagia tak kan lah aku tak bahagia tengok dia bahagia. Kena berkorban jugak. Okay sedih. Till then, assalamualaikum.

Aku

Nothing much about me sebab macam tersangat lah awkward umur dah berapa lepas tu nak kenalkan diri kat orang. Ya Allah, actually me myself don't know how to start this. Nothing special about this Norehan Rohaizad Binti Ismail. Hmm, engineer to-be in shaa Allah, because now I struggle like hell in civil engineering course at UTHM. 20 years old girl and don't have any intention to get married early. Huh! Before this, ada lah rasa tu but after thinking I don't know how many times, aku rasa macam wey bagi lah aku enjoy with what I'm doing. Nak masuk second year pon, too many things to be done but kau tahu lah kalau dah namanya cuti sem, ada ke orang yang rajin? Kalau ada, subhanAllah.

This is my second blog actually. The first one deleted already because you know, zaman hingusan punya blog macam mana kan. Talking about stupid problems and love thingy yadaa yadaa. Ya Allah, aku baca pon aku rasa nak lempang muka sendiri. I'm so sorry about that, hahaha. And now I only want to share about my experiences, friends, above of all about the good ones lah. I want to spread the happiness. Yelah, dah besar macam ni, takkan nak cerita benda yang tak ilmiah. Takkan nak cerita benda yang tak baik pasal family or friends kan.

I really want to update and upgrade my life. Tak nak dah stay at one point tu sampai bila-bila. Rasa perlu sangat start new life and make it better. Actually, kat facebook or twitter kan tak boleh nak cakap banyak so I think this is the right medium for someone talkative like me untuk memulakan segala bebelan yang terbuku di hati ini. Cewaahh.

Thus, I really hope that I could share my life stories to everyone especially my friends yang sekarang ni bersepah kat mana-mana negeri tu. SubhanAllah, semuanya berjaya dalam bidang masing-masing. Even dah jauh-jauh pon we're still connecting to each other. Indahnya sebuah ukhwah kan! Yang baiknya datang dari Allah, yang khilafnya datang dari aku. So after this, agak-agak aku macam cakap yang tak elok tu mohon jangan jadikan pedoman hidup. Till then, assalamualaikum peeps.